Buon

I could not believe that.
I could not even think of that.
It hurts. It breaks. It destroy. It wipes out everything.

I could not believe in my eyes. I could not believe that is the way I was treated. That is what I am meant to be treated. I am blank. I am out of nowhere. I am lost.

I do not conceive what I should behave. I just ask why.
Why is that? why it happens. It is indifference. It kills. It shots.
I do not know why I care too much. She deserves it. But I could not understand why she behaves that way. I could not think even for a second. I am lost.

I do not want to talk any more.
Action is higher than word.
Action is something different.

I disappointed. I am lost. She never understands me. She never gets that.

I do not want to talk. I do not want to care. I wanna run away.

I hate that. I despise that.

Why should I be treated like that? Why? Why I do not have even a slightest place in the mind?

I wanna stop.

I wanna sleep.
I am broken in parts.
That is indifference. That is no care.
I know she is sick.
I know it.
I know it clearly.
But it says nothing.
It does not reduce anything, nothing.
I know it but I could not tolerate.
I could actually. But it hurts.
All are not worth a cent.
All are nothing.
All are lost.

Why I am so stupid. There must be a thing in this story.