I must work

I need sex but only with my love.
I do not intend to have with others.
The one I love both body and soul.
I will fight. I love the feeling to stay beside my love.
I need to work. I must work. Work and work and work. That is all I need.

The problem I have is that I continue to watch sex film, read news.
I do not need news.
That does not serve my job, my work.
WHy?
I did not give myself enough work.
I do not know what to do.

I must start from that.