I did not work

I regret so much the time I have passed.
I will need to do more. I need to do more.
For 3 months, If I have worked I may have found some jobs.
I am too lazy.
I am too stupid.
I did not work.
I need to work.
Work is my destiny. That is my God. I was lost and now I found God. He took me back.

I need to work.
I love working. Nothing is worse than no work.