Fuck it up

No fear. That is the attitude I should live in this life. Live with no fear then I will love this life and succeed.

No fear.
Do not care. That is the happiest person in this life.

a scoundrel . A godfather.
That is the right attitude.

I am too love addicted

I need to change it.

Decide

In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing.

Be decisive

In any moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing.

E will be my slave from now because I have tried so hard to learn it

It must become my slave now to help me earn money and enjoy life.

Sleep is the most important thing

Hands n feet need to help my head.

Do not learn E anymore

I now change to the new stage: E is the tool not the learning language any more.
It becomes the tool to transfer information which is the main function of a language.